The meaning of "Pissing on your parade"

Well did I just get a friggen surprise yesterday.

I called the hospital to know where I was at with the waiting list for the lapband, turns out I am on no list at all. After dr leclerc transferred all his patients to sacred heart hospital in Montreal, all patients waiting for their appointments were on a "list" of people waiting to be dealt with, not an actual waiting list. The thing is when I called they told me they already have all their current patients waiting for operations, guess where I was calling? Rockland MD! Where I went in October! I was so angry inside. So the secretary goes on telling me they still need to find a way to manage giving appointments to these new patients and that won't be before September or October before they actually do something about it. She also said I would have to fill out a form online so they could call me. I already did that, nearly 2 years ago! It took them almost a year to call me! And when I finally met with dr atlas he made me feel like he was pushing the gastric bypass on me which doesn't make me feel so comfortable.

So I was left back to square one. How disappointing!

So I have decided to call Pierre-Boucher hospital in longueuil and put myself on that list. Honestly whatever happens will happen. In the meanwhile I will try to do it the hard way, although it never worked before. But it may be different this time around now that I am controlling my hypothyroidism with Syntroid.

We will see.