Living in a maze

Just a little over a week left until we move. Boxes lined up in the hallway because of the lack of space in this apartment. All kidding aside, it's a safety hazard to walk in my house right now. Boxes on top if boxes on top of boxes... And the house still looks like a house. It's so stressful. I think once all the clothes will be packed and big furniture disassembled it will finally look like we're moving and we've actually done something because right now, it feels like no matter how many hours I spend on packing it's like my house is the opposite of Mary Poppins' purse.

Finally got certain things straightened out. I feel kind of bad and guilty that I will be using my boyfriend as a mover ( good workout I guess??) and I am so appreciative that he is willing to save a few hundred bucks to move the stuff himself with my brothers. I guess the good part of having strong brothers when you're a girl is that they would never let you down when it comes to muscle stuff? Ahhh gotta love them.

Overall everything is pretty okay I guess. Im waiting for my first appointment with Dr. Leclerc at hotel dieu in march. I hope it all goes well. Other than that, things are pretty smoothe-sailing right now. Life is good, appreciating the good things, recognizing how blessed we are. My relationship with Jason is so great at the moment. I love seeing him happy, and confident again. He is shining, it almost makes me want to cry. He really truly amazes me. What a 180 compared to 3 years ago! I'm so proud of you my love. You have a bright future ahead of you. Love you xox

New year, New post. New house. New beginnings?

Wow I haven't posted anything on here in quite some time. The fact is I had nothing to say. I have been waiting for the sun to come back, winter blues is hitting me pretty hard. I try to surround myself with fun people that are high on life so I can feel good as well. However it's not always that easy. I want the snow to go away, I want to smell the spring air.

We are moving again. Across the street. Isn't that funny? I am moving in 2 weeks. I am still trying to get it all together and get the packing done and over with. It's pretty difficult because I just feel like I have no energy whatsoever. It's tough.

But I'm sure I will make it through.