The meaning of "Pissing on your parade"

Well did I just get a friggen surprise yesterday.

I called the hospital to know where I was at with the waiting list for the lapband, turns out I am on no list at all. After dr leclerc transferred all his patients to sacred heart hospital in Montreal, all patients waiting for their appointments were on a "list" of people waiting to be dealt with, not an actual waiting list. The thing is when I called they told me they already have all their current patients waiting for operations, guess where I was calling? Rockland MD! Where I went in October! I was so angry inside. So the secretary goes on telling me they still need to find a way to manage giving appointments to these new patients and that won't be before September or October before they actually do something about it. She also said I would have to fill out a form online so they could call me. I already did that, nearly 2 years ago! It took them almost a year to call me! And when I finally met with dr atlas he made me feel like he was pushing the gastric bypass on me which doesn't make me feel so comfortable.

So I was left back to square one. How disappointing!

So I have decided to call Pierre-Boucher hospital in longueuil and put myself on that list. Honestly whatever happens will happen. In the meanwhile I will try to do it the hard way, although it never worked before. But it may be different this time around now that I am controlling my hypothyroidism with Syntroid.

We will see.

Delirium

So much has been going on in our world these past few days. Everything we read in the papers or hear on the news gets stranger and more morbid day by day. I just don't understand!

I know that concerning the case in Montreal (I refuse to name this man, refuse to give his name any sort of energy possible), the news are constantly talking about how horrible how gruesome the murder was. This has influenced a lot of people, curious people, to want to see just how horrible it really was and search for the video online. (if you're thinking about watching it right now, please don't. Just don't do it, out of respect for the victim.) I not only find it horrible that the media is putting out so much detail about what actually happened, instead of just showing pictures of the guy in all possible shapes or forms so we finally get him , but the other night they showed a part of the video. I've got one word for this: outrageous. It is so disrespectful. Not only does it put the victim and his family to shame in a way, it is making a massive amount of people going to see something they really do not need to see EVER in their lives. So please AGAIN do not watch it. You don't need the images in your head.

Now a few days after this case is plastered in Canadian news, cases from Miami and Maryland come up with pure evil, possessed and horrible events.

It brings me to ask myself (I'm sure you do too): who does such a thing?

I cannot begin to imagine what must go through your head to want to do that to another human being! I am sad, shocked, scared, horrified and scarred for life by the images and thoughts of what happened to these poor men.

I personally believe that when you commit a crime, or do "God's work" (that is of taking someone's life away, not meaning that God kills people for no reason), you will face judgement when time comes. No jail sentence, capital punishment, revenge will put any of this to rest. When you go, and your soul must pass or fail to enter God's kingdom, you will be faced with every single things you've done.

I sincerely hope that the families who lost their loved ones get to put them to rest in a peaceful an respectful manner. I am glad to hear that our country will be helping Montreal's victim's family to come and either bury their son in Canadian soil, or bring him home to China.

Rest in peace and may your souls be released forever, in peace.

As for the monsters, nothing to say to you.